learn to hate a little, love a little.....

when you love something so badly, learn to hate a little....so when you cant have what you love, it won't hurt that much.

but learn to love a little when you hate something so much....let the hate subside, in case God turned your heart around and make you love what you have hated the most.

either way, to do anything in reverse of what you have felt towards something is just never easy to do.

learning to let go is hard. learning to live and let live, are hard. learning to become what you have never was is hard. fitting in, is hard.

i wish for a whisper at night, to my ears, don't give up. i wish that there are hands to catch me, when i feel like falling. but above it all, i wish God would answer my prayers....

somethings are better left unspoken....

an apology sometimes is just not enough. the hurt would stay, and leave you with a scar.

although it is forgiven, the mistake or wrongdoings just cant never be undone. but not forgiving or choosing not to forget is just to painful to bear.

i live by my grudge towards you. but no one knows that i have long forgiven you. and choosing not to speak to you is me in denial. it's me trying to not going through all over it again. i hate this feeling.....

and may Allah listens to me. erase all this thoughts i have when it is not necessary. and i truly feel it will never work out anyway. But then again, there's is no god but God.....