That Crappy Feeling

Yeah. It is crappy. I have nothing much to do at work lately. It has been slow. I wonder if my career move is moving towards a straight line after this. Not much of significant activities or achievements that I can actually shout about.

I feel that time is wasted. I am trying to see things on the other side of the coin. Isn't the more relaxed nature of work that I sought before???

Ah, it sucks not being able to show what you are capable of. It sucks when you are no longer the PR Superstar anymore.

All I do everyday is wait for 5.30pm. Facing the harsh traffic, cursing all the way home. Yes more time for family. More time for God (nah, I forgot about God most of the time. Nothing against Him, but it's just me, bad person I am).

Overall, life is good. Still no one I date. Still no one is interested in me. Damn it, 32nd birthday just passed me. And all I want is a family of my own, and build a happy life.

So, job is less meaningful lately. Love life sucks as ever. Above all, I am not complaining. Let's just ignore the harsh side of life. Just live it.