I am desperately seeking happiness....

Where is it? Is it in having someone to love and love me back? Well, I don't have that.

I feel horrible. I asked Allah to give me a new job, I got it. But I am still not happy. I thought I would be at first.

I am devastated, where was the life I said I hated before? I need it back. At least I know it keeps me off my wandering mind.

My job is what many are seeking. But maybe, not this place. Not this place where they don't find your job something that is crucial for the company.

I am wasting my young years, my young single years. I want to be happy. If it is not with a man and children, then let it be with a job.

I am just not a happy person.