skies isn't always bright....

i just dont feel that happiness will stay. not even here.

i am falling, before i plunge deeper and hurt myself bad, i need to move. i need to move to protect my heart, aching for the love and attention.

sounds like a desperado isn't it? but you can't never switch off your heart and soul for wanting to be loved.

this love affair was merely a fling. now it got serious, and i dont want to go on.

Yes, I see my job as an affair.....you thought you found the one, but it is not the one. you thought you found the best, but now you have it, you see the other part of it.

at times you laugh, you went along with it. but you know you will always be someone on the outside.

bitter heart

note to self : you are such a horrible person! start learning to love, start to forget hate. learn to live a happy life, even if yours isn't one.

i have such a bitter heart.

I am such a bad person, i once asked God what did I do wrong that i get such bad luck. i can get struck by lightning for asking such a thing.

i hate myself. i have such coldness inside me. hating each happy moments that some people just dont deserve.

life isn't that good to me. but i am holding on.

i hate it when i could not love the person that i want to love. i hate it when i cant say or show that i can love. i hate it when i love the wrong person.

things that i hate even more....i cant even talk about it.....

such bitter heart. or maybe i am just so sleepy......