bitter heart

note to self : you are such a horrible person! start learning to love, start to forget hate. learn to live a happy life, even if yours isn't one.

i have such a bitter heart.

I am such a bad person, i once asked God what did I do wrong that i get such bad luck. i can get struck by lightning for asking such a thing.

i hate myself. i have such coldness inside me. hating each happy moments that some people just dont deserve.

life isn't that good to me. but i am holding on.

i hate it when i could not love the person that i want to love. i hate it when i cant say or show that i can love. i hate it when i love the wrong person.

things that i hate even more....i cant even talk about it.....

such bitter heart. or maybe i am just so sleepy......