It is like the world is caving in on me suddenly.....
i have held on too long on something that was never there. ok, the other one, it was near. Shit, i will not be myself anymore. i am not myself lately anyway....
i just wish things would go easier on me this year, but no....heartbreak, another heartbreak, and i guess it will keep breaking.
is there anything like Novocaine that i could use to numb my heart and soul, so i don't have to live in pain anymore?
please Allah, have mercy on me. spare me this pain because i know it destroys me. spare me the hurt that seems endless, and will never go away.
help me control my feelings, so no one sees what i am hiding. no one will see my suffering. do not let my eyes tell them things i have been keeping inside for so long.
help me find a way to walk away from what i have hoped for. help me find away to forget i have longed for. Please Allah, spare me from this pain.....
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