now i know how hard it is to face changes. i work in a different building now, though it's a same company. it's a mix of feelings, a mix of thoughts a mix of discomfort....i am in transition, and i am not liking it....hmmm. it's just another building, wonder if i got another job and leave the company...
i threw away my comfort, the chair, the organized mess, the friends, and soon the notebook that i just got used to it...i am scared too death that i made a mistake...Oh God, what have signed up for?
i heard about the superstar of the team is going up a notch. and i am barely starting. at some points, it kills my pride a little bit. i have been here longer, yet so far from there.
i want to be the superstar. i want to shine. but not sure if this is the right place. just hope it is. i asked for this.
if only tomorrow is like a year ago, i wouldn't even wish to be here. but i asked for this, and i have to learn to like it. adapt, embrace, loving each day with them. i'll miss a lot, but maybe Allah has promised me something.
Ya Allah, if this is the path that you made me chooose for the better, i pray to You, lead me there, ease the pain i might have to endure, light the way, and let me have the peace and happiness i have been looking for.
But if this is the wrong choice that i've made, please Ya Allah, find me 1001 ways to let me find the peace and happiness.
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