last night i cried myself to sleep. asking God with all the questions i need the answer to. why am i so weak to have all these funny feelings linger around me. why am i not strong enough to let it pass.
i asked Allah for all the strength i might need to continue being here. being alive. i am so tired of telling myself that everything will be ok. that i will soon get over this. but i know i am not that strong and my heart is so stubborn that i went on hurting myself.
i am so tired of being defeated. i am so tired of trying to prove that i am worth it. i am so tired of waiting. and i know life keeps closing down on me.
maybe i am being so selfish when there are others who suffer worse. so i asked Allah to let me have the strength. i do not want to be defeated again.
Please Ya Allah, i am so tired of being heartbroken. please let me have this one and make it through.
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