i had a dream, a weird one. i was in the lift, and the door opens. there he stood looking at me with this big smile on his face. what's even weirder, in my dream he hugged and kissed me. he literally gave me this huge and strong XOXO.
I was giggling all the way when i woke up. crazy, i thought. but last night, it proved to me that God has a certain way of telling you "Hey, C'mon, it's long over. let go, just let it go." Hmmmm. guess what, my friend texted me, saying he is married. DARN!
indeed he was my crush, and definitely i was crushed by him. i was stupid, i was a fool. Me? with a decathlon gold medallist?that is sooooo IN YOUR DREAMS!
i learned to let go long ago. but not completely. i still use his nickname that i gave as my password. Note to self : change it ASAP.
like i was holding on to something that wasn't even there.
they look good together anyway. Wish them all the best...right now let me just focused on staying numb to all these funny feelings and try to switch it off, that is if i ever could find the switch.....
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