these little feelings....

there are times that i felt like i was never belong here. i love it here, but i hate it sometimes.

i have such low judgement that i couldnt differentiate the truthful ones or the ones that say less in front but sneaked behind my back and bitch.

i always have this feeling that the nicest person here is sometimes the one you should not trust. i have the feeling that there will never be enough space for me here. i never doubt what i feel because often it reflects the real thing.

i have feelings for someone and i dare not speak about it or even dare to keep on wanting to get near him. but often that i feel he would be perfect for me.

such perfection in so many defects that i see in him. born on the same day with me...have the same blood type....we bicker a lot...but in a good way. i kind of enjoy talking to him...and all these got to stop because i know this would get me end up in another series of heartbreak.

my heart is aching to be one to love him. i am aching to have him love me. maybe it sounds too mushy. but get this right...i have this feeling that he is the one. but often i get cheated by my little feelings.

ahhh, to hell with these little feelings.