Monday, August 24, 2009

what i have in my head when i am jotting this down

my self inflicted pain, my self induced misery.

i burn myself and never learn that it hurts.

i have to keep this one really tight in that jar. just hope the jar won't break in to pieces. wonder if i could ever glue it together again if i break it.

i hate myself so much today. there were nothing around me but deep silence, that is becoming so loud that it pains my ears, pains my chest, it is just a pain that i can't get hold of.....

lieben Sie nicht. wenn Sie nicht wissen, dass Sie geliebt werden.....

Do not love when you do not know that you are also loved.

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